THE OTHER SIDE OF TINA
I went to the Baths and hooked up with
this Old
Sleaze. He took me to
his room and wanted to fuck me raw, but I insisted on a Condom.
He pulled out a little bag of Tina, and drew out 5 lines. He snorted
one and urged me to try it. I was
a little nervous cause I'd never done drugs. He told me it was no different from Poppers, only stronger.
So I tried one line and felt kinda
weird. The Old Fucker complemented me on my
stamina, and urged me to do another.
I ended up snortin' all four and was fuckin’ flying.
The Old Sleaze opened the door,
hoisted my legs to his shoulders, and fucked the shit outta me.
Then the Old Fucker put Tina on the Dickhead of some emaciated
Lurker who'd
observed the whole thing from the hall.
The Lurker
Creep plowed my Ass, too.
The two of them colluded for a
minute. I only overheard bits and
pieces of their conversation cause my attention span was kinda short; but from
what I gathered, the Old Fart was anxious to get rid of me, cause
he hadda be on his way.
The two of them escorted me to the
basement and put me in a Sling.
From then on everything was hazy.
I drifted in and outta consciousness; but, by morning, I'd been fucked by maybe 20 guys.
I tested POZ three months later, and have been a bareback
devotee ever since. OK, so
I've switched allegiance and now I am a
Top. But that first time with meth was overwhelming. I'd relinquished all control over my
body. I knew what I was doin' was
risky and still forswore saying "no."